I’ve been fairly quiet on the blog front recently. Mainly because I’ve had terrible blogger’s block.
I know what I want to say, but not how to say it. It would appear that the more time I have on my hands, the less I can articulate myself fully.
I don’t know how to tell you that I’m bored when I’m not travelling and stressed when I am.
I don’t know how to tell you that I don’t know what kind of job I want to do or where I want to live.
I don’t know how to tell you that I’m scared. Scared that after this trip I’ll get sucked back into a similar life to the one I had before and it will seem like all of this never happened. Scared about visa situations with Scott and I. Scared that we will have to be apart again, simply because we don’t live in the same country.
So, you know, small stuff. *laughs nervously*
But I guess I did just tell you all that.
So, now you know.
Julia, it’s okay and I’m still listening.
Thanks David! I appreciate it.
Yes. Yes. And yes. *hugs* It was scary, and oddly enough, sometimes it still is. I have actually cried lately trying to figure out how I get from where I am now (professionally) to where I want to go. Hang in there <3
So good to know that I’m not the only one x